COME ON BABY ('.')

Saturday, October 31, 2009

hey you!
ytd was the last day of school and im sure everyone sure very sad to leave each other de bcos i wanna cry.
hugged loads of ppl. gonna name them noww:3
angelina, jamie, yingjia, joan, charlotte, meredith, xinying, jolene, natalie, roger, junyu, jumper, almost hugged zhiwei,
eh. then in the end nvr go watch movie bcos got some kind of strict warning from christopher so i decided to go choir.
YAY THEN AFT SECTIONALS, GOT BREAK. THEN PLAYED NEWSPAPER BALL BY THROWING THEM EVERYWHERE. EVERYONE WERE AIMING AT GUODONG LOLL. THEN 4C WAS UIN A HUGE MESS AFT WAT WE DID(:
VERY FUN FUN~ THEN GO BACK CHOIR ROOM. MR TOH:D
ZOMG I LIKE HIS HAIR. DAMN COOL. :3
THEN GO HOME.
CARRIED ONE PILE OF BIBLE, CHINESE STORYBOOK AND LASTLY FEI YING. WTH. GOT 3 I TINK.
BOUGHT BBT:DD
AND PLAYED AUDI~

its the last day of school. and im still waiting for that very moment. you did not give it to me. i was sad. i cried zomg:3 smsed ange and felt a little better.
was it my fault? i really wanna noe. idk why i couldn't bring myself to talk to you...

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10/31/2009 02:37:00 PM

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

:3
YAY I GAVE PRESENT TO DIDI LIAO:D
WOOTS~ then played the scissors paper stone game but didi hit so light de...not fun. i tried pissing him off by hitting real hard but in the end, yeah, still as light, so he dun wan play liaoD:
hah oso played with jumper lol. i won lol. he always put stone de...

then watch finish 2 movies. warlords and the spelling bee thing. so tired then wanted to sleep.
hais... i cant bear to leave 1-respect. on fri, just hope i dun cry lol.

bye. shall go fb:B

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10/28/2009 04:38:00 PM

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

YAY. ENJOY PICS:3 :B

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10/27/2009 03:26:00 PM

Monday, October 26, 2009

this is the only video left with guodong kb-ing in the music rm during break time. the other one he deleted it in my phoneD: yep. only the front part funny then the behind so-so only lur. he's just trying to imitate that goddamn DJ thingy in the keyboardO.O random.

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10/26/2009 05:37:00 PM

:DDDDDDDDDDD

today almost went karaoke with yingjia, meredith and xinying but they count per pax de so nvr go with themD:

so followed yewtong, alina, jianing, ken, junhong and jumper go ehub bowling. but idk why got ccs over there...the waiting list oso damn long so i went hm insteadD:

hais...slacking now.

i wan go out with ange:D

then can tok bout stuff that we enjoy(:

._.

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10/26/2009 04:03:00 PM

Sunday, October 25, 2009

ken slapped me. felt guilty and i wun reminisced about that matter again. really painful but yeah... its my fault. im really really sorry, ken. i might be wrong but i hope u can forgive meD:
be frens with me again.

played audi. almost lvled up then dc-.- nvm. shall go play later:D
ytd go expo see beds. then i saw this damn cool bed. love it and most probably gonna buy it. grey de. pretty:D

shud i go out with xinying, yingjia, meredith and jamie OR alina, yewtong, ken, jianing and jumper OR angelina, nat, gigi?D:
:x

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10/25/2009 01:57:00 PM

Thursday, October 22, 2009

give up smiling now.

i give up hope.

cried again.

bcos life really suck.

i only had $3 today.

was almost chased out of house.

kanna caned this morning.

kanna nagged at early in the morning.

kanna scolded again.

sms lim jia rong but it helped a little though.

played badminton and tried forget bout this matter but i cant.

i feel sad for ken.

and those who had to drop from hmt.

my result itself already suck.

hais my parents will probably beat me up.

and jia rong promised to sent me his condolences alr.

hais...i just managed to stay happy in music when it was sci.

emoed a little but managed to overcome it.

i was lucky i didnt fail but the result is zomg. utterly disappointing.

hais. hugged joan. hugged faith. but yeahh...

hais. i need youD:

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10/22/2009 05:27:00 PM

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

i tink i cant realy stay happy though.
my EOY results like shit.
crappy shit.
especially scienceDDDDDD:
hais...mr koh was like "joanne, wat happen to you uh?! nvr study right?"
then i was like :" idk. yep i nvr study..."

in fact, i study like some maniac but idk why my results turn out like this.
i called my dad and he was sort of scolding and warning me.
then i cried. D:
hais...fail larh.
all my results not bad de until sci results come out then i damn disappointed.
i wan buck up but i seriously dk how to...

hi ken
he nxt to me nia.
im bored...
:DDDDD

19/10/09
watched movie. the deadly tsunami. nice korean show.
cried like some shit.
then jumper was sitting nxt to me, enjoying pop corn-.-
zzz...really touching.
yewtong almost cried.
alina cried.
jianing cried.
ken almost cried.
jumper no emotions.
yitian no emotions.
jun hong cried.
and me cried.

hais...really scary. i was biting my sweater somemore.
then sharing popcorn with jumper.
then went ehub bowling.
not one strikeD:
but first time play got 9:D
ken and alina is pro de. spare, strike, spare, strike.
idk wat to say...bunneh hah._. second game then improve. first game like shit:D
then camp hm:D

20/10/09
had stairs relay.
run until legs wanna break.
damn tiring ok?
dun believe ask jumper bcos he almost vomited and was sent home.
poor thing.
then hav some crap cheerleading thingy.
phail.
then something happened at my hse which i shall not mention.
eat noodles._.

bb:x

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10/21/2009 04:08:00 PM

Monday, October 19, 2009

audi!
fcuk i spent the whole night downloading audi from 9pm- 2am and then the patcher got problem... zzz. then download manual patch cannot find one pathetic file.
now still trying to download and connect to server...
so long nvr play liao and suddenly got this strong urge to play it..
faster.
later still goin out.
i still wan to lvl up!D:
and maple hor, i dun tink can make new acc bcos my national ID kena kope from others. then use father mother sister oso cannot. then cant hack using other ppl deD:
pissed.
nvm. just hope tat auditionsea fucking hell work.
damn slow. only 7/12...
nvm shall go watch super junior mystery 6 and the bloopers(:
kaboom.

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10/19/2009 09:30:00 AM

Sunday, October 18, 2009

HAI.
not to emo now bcos i dun wan it to affect my mood. seriously. crying is tiring. so rather stay happy temporarily.
today. went to see new hse. small. small. small. ugh.
then got some random fengshui person then he say i must sleep in the very first rm.
kay. the first rm. according to tat peep, he say next time, i will become a scholar. like wtf. me scholar. wow. tats stupid. kay. i ren.
but the prob is...
the bedroom is directly opposite toilet. you noe wat. ghost. freaks me out. eeww. somemore got mirror. wow. just hope tat the ghost wun haunt me at night.
once you open the bedroom door, right in front of you is toilet. imagine tat. then my room will be the smelliest bcos if got guest, and they poop, wow. my room will smell putrid. ugh. piss me off.
no more platform. wtf. the room is like frigging small for goodness sake. only can hold my bed. one pathetic skinny long mirror to see myself. (like im so skinny) one bay window. ugh. stupid. but my room got this goddamn cool panel outside so i dun nid curtain. can close half or everything. then no one can invade privacy. tat's the only good thing.
and my rm is goin to be grey! yay. dull. then im goin to buy joshua's ang poster and paste it right in front of my bed so when i wake up, the first person i see is him(:
zzz. there is goin to be a buddha i tink in my hse. like wtf. destroys the whole hse nice nice atmosphere. ugh. pissed again.
balcony is screwed. nehmind:x
but the view from my bedroom is like heaven. problem is my hse de balcony hor, can peep into my room. then not fun de): hais...
study room. wow. can put piano. L-shaped table for me and sis to study-.- why cant i hav my own table in my rm. then no nid sit next to my stupid sis. she will bug me. like some chicken. without a head. ._.
ooh. and my father will convert the bay window to sort of like an area for networks? got cushion to lie on and can place my laptop too. tat will be shuang.
my rm de cupboard. super super small. hais. i got one whole lot of clothes, pants, accessories... where got enough?! jealous of my current de.
O.O overall. it sucks yet cosy. so average.
tmrw goin out with bunneh, panda, jumper, alina ken jianing.i must confirm camp to tm 77th street buy something nice(: excited.
lim jia rong. haven tell me who he like yet. unfair. he promised tell but in the end. yep.
bored. shall continue watching super junior mystery 6 eng sub the show. freaks me out but rather cool. shall bite my sweater agn while watching itO.O
bleh .

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10/18/2009 09:46:00 PM

Saturday, October 17, 2009

hai. im finally back.
i hate blogger.
haiz. im lazy to post.
EOY over but im pissed.
i cant believe i cried.
i nid a shoulder to lean on but there's nth.
sorry.
i feel very extra seriously.
maybe without my existence, the world will be better.

ange: im very sorry. i caused it all. sorry. i shud not have asked you bout the matter. im sorry. i noe you regret telling me that. sorry. i think i won't interfere in that matter again. just hope you can make up with him. sorry.

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10/17/2009 06:56:00 PM

Monday, October 5, 2009

study study study study study study study study study study study study study study
study study study study study study study study study study study study study study
study study study study study study study study study study study study study study
study study study study study study study study study study study study study study
study study study study study study study study study study study study study study
study study study study study study study study study study study study study study

that's what i am suppose to do now. i finally realised that:D

to ken: hope you recover fast bcos it is partly my fault heh. you drank my water and that resulted in you having sore throat. im so sorry.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

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10/05/2009 05:21:00 PM

Sunday, October 4, 2009

YAY.
i finally got bathing apes hat(:
love it.
and op white shorts plus two tees.
momentum and swirl(:
pretty.

im bored. jumper said that i was the most influencing girl in his lifeO.O
hah. cousin is so cute(:
and finally sms junhong aft like ages?!
was glad. (:

i wanna go out with you.
i wanna hold your hands.
i wanna hug you.
i wanna watch movie with you.
(:

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10/04/2009 01:48:00 PM

Friday, October 2, 2009

heh. i managed to learn the voice within piano acoustic version.(:
nice song really.
and while i was learning this song ytd, there was earthquake(:
I FEEL THE EARTH MOVE UNDER MY FEET!! lol its a song though(:
it was freaky. i was all alone at home and then it was around 6.30?
the sky was damn hazy and i was like omg.
no expression. just sat in front of my piano and enjoy free lullaby(:
jkjk. the lamps in my hall was shaking so vigorously. and if it topples, it is going to break into a thousand smithereens. then when i pieced it back, it will turn into a chandeliur or wateva u spell it...
ken is cute. he marked my paper until he fell asleep. pei fu ta leh(:
okay...i dunno wat to say liao heh(:
byebye(: ily<3

why are you so big-mouthed?
now the whole world knows-.-
i already try to keep as less obvious as possible le
and yet...what you see?
one bunge of boys blabbering about this stupid secret.
i surrender.
let me go.
breathless.

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10/02/2009 04:52:00 PM